I started a YouTube channel called And I'm OK in December 2012, when I was 17. To my surprise, it reached 1,000 subscribers within four months, which felt pretty big at the time. But the thought of having to wear that mask forever terrified me. So I slowly drifted away from the channel, eventually abandoning it completely within about a year.

Videos: 

  1. Who am I, internet?
  2. Zombie Apocalypse & Xmas Lights
  3. What I got for Xmas & Annoying Noises feat. Lamps (obviously)
  4. New Year's Resolution Fail
  5. Hatred of Humanity & Lip Augmentation
  6. Tumblr & Ask Me All Your Questions
  7. Ask Carol: Juggling Carrots & Celebrity Crushes
  8. How To Get Popular On Youtube & Movies
  9. Procrastination & I'm Not Good Enough
  10. 50 Facts About Me
  11. Awkward Moments
  12. Things I Don't Miss About School
  13. What If The Internet Was Real?
  14. Things I Don't Understand
  15. Stupid Brain
  16. Ask Carol: Best Youtubers, Iceland & A Pink Unicorn
  17. Answering Life's Unanswerable Questions
  18. I wish... 1,000 SUBSCRIBERS OMG
  19. Attempting Challenges
  20. Youtuber Impressions (FAIL!)
  21. Midlife Crisis
  22. Viral Videos Are Dumb
  23. Guilty Pleasures
  24. Hate me!
  25. My First Time 
  26. Apologies + I'm Dying
  27. HOW TO: Make The World A Better Place
  28. Stop Caring & Be Happy
  29. On Eating Dead Animals
  30. Holy... What? Hi? 
  31. About Me
  32. I Am Back?
  33. I Think Crazy Thoughts