I started a YouTube channel called And I'm OK in Dec 2012, when I was 17. To my surprise, it reached 1000 subscribers in just 4 months. But the thought of having to keep playing that version of myself, and potentially wearing that mask forever, terrified me. So I slowly drifted away from the channel, abandoning it completely within a year.

Videos: 

  1. Who am I, internet?
  2. Zombie Apocalypse & Xmas Lights
  3. What I got for Xmas & Annoying Noises feat. Lamps (obviously)
  4. New Year's Resolution Fail
  5. Hatred of Humanity & Lip Augmentation
  6. Tumblr & Ask Me All Your Questions
  7. Ask Carol: Juggling Carrots & Celebrity Crushes
  8. How To Get Popular On Youtube & Movies
  9. Procrastination & I'm Not Good Enough
  10. 50 Facts About Me
  11. Awkward Moments
  12. Things I Don't Miss About School
  13. What If The Internet Was Real?
  14. Things I Don't Understand
  15. Stupid Brain
  16. Ask Carol: Best Youtubers, Iceland & A Pink Unicorn
  17. Answering Life's Unanswerable Questions
  18. I wish... 1,000 SUBSCRIBERS OMG
  19. Attempting Challenges
  20. Youtuber Impressions (FAIL!)
  21. Midlife Crisis
  22. Viral Videos Are Dumb
  23. Guilty Pleasures
  24. Hate me!
  25. My First Time 
  26. Apologies + I'm Dying
  27. HOW TO: Make The World A Better Place
  28. Stop Caring & Be Happy
  29. On Eating Dead Animals
  30. Holy... What? Hi? 
  31. About Me
  32. I Am Back?
  33. I Think Crazy Thoughts