Lifelog
Thirties
Meanwhile, Human
The Hidden Now
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While We Wait For Sunrise
Poetry
Substack
ContacT
Jan 2023
in
naps in the sun
keeping good music fresh
the outside world
dinner parties
channeling energy into action
italian
quiet moments by the window
cooking with intention
cold showers
going down those mental paths
homemade mexican
cultivating a sense of urgency
soups
childlike energy
faking it
undiscovered wonders
being that person no matter what
gourmand candles
walks in the rain
books
homemade bread
spontaneous day trips
out
futile non-action
reading comments on social media
taking care of it tomorrow
store-bought sauces
irritability
youtube rabbit holes
forgetting quietude
artificial fabrics
getting it over with
mediocrity
questioning their behavior
conformity
caring about the wrong things
empty words
feeding into anxiety
self-doubt, even when valid
Jan 2024
in
understanding others
understanding the mind
putting things on the calendar
consciously choosing who to be
rolling 36s
books, good or bad
meditation
self-confidence
self-care
cold showers in the summer
a routine that becomes a habit
my inner child’s energy and authenticity
candles in the fall and winter
time with family
time in nature
cooking good food
italian
tentative veganism
moving the body
being my own boss
cultivating a sense of urgency
finding good music
replacing mindless content
ingrained gratitude
the conscious effort to create experiences
out
boring anything
anxiety-rooted anything
financial struggles
perfectionism
isolation
waiting for someday
being exploited for work
boring clothing
time on social media
processed foods
getting it over with
Jan 2025
in
intention
low GI eating
attempts at veganism
little freedoms
zeroing in on whatever works
glitter, sunbaths & the ocean
rescuing creativity
questioning instincts
reading
writing
letting it be
carving the path into maida vale
proofs of experience
being ridiculous
childlike exploration
photography
moving the body
seeing potential in the now
finding the right words
clothing that mirrors the self
confidence
fewer & deeper
the whimsical
vulnerability
out
envy
watching the brain melt away
impatience
anxious idling
anger as default when anxious
anxiety, god willing
inconsistency
ultra processed food
diminishing the self
just getting it over with
mind games
loneliness
apprehension
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